第11章 A DOCTOR'S ROUND(5)

"Mademoiselle,"said Genestas,"it is a great pity that you live here all by yourself;you ought to have a mate in such a charming cage as this.""That is true,"she said,"but what would you have?I am poor,and Iam hard to please.I feel that it would not suit me at all to carry the soup out into the fields,nor to push a hand-cart;to feel the misery of those whom I should love,and have no power to put an end to it;to carry my children in my arms all day,and patch and re-patch a man's rags.The cure tells me that such thoughts as these are not very Christian;I know that myself,but how can I help it?There are days when I would rather eat a morsel of dry bread than cook anything for my dinner.Why would you have me worry some man's life out with my failings?He would perhaps work himself to death to satisfy my whims,and that would not be right.Pshaw!an unlucky lot has fallen to me,and I ought to bear it by myself.""And besides,she is a born do-nothing,"said Benassis."We must take my poor Fosseuse as we find her.But all that she has been saying to you simply means that she has never loved as yet,"he added,smiling.

Then he rose and went out on to the lawn for a moment.

"You must be very fond of M.Benassis?"asked Genestas.

"Oh!yes,sir;and there are plenty of people hereabouts who feel as Ido--that they would be glad to do anything in the world for him.And yet he who cures other people has some trouble of his own that nothing can cure.You are his friend,perhaps you know what it is?Who could have given pain to such a man,who is the very image of God on earth?

I know a great many who think that the corn grows faster if he has passed by their field in the morning.""And what do you think yourself?""I,sir?When I have seen him,"she seemed to hesitate,then she went on,"I am happy all the rest of the day."She bent her head over her work,and plied her needle with unwonted swiftness.

"Well,has the captain been telling you something about Napoleon?"said the doctor,as he came in again.

"Have you seen the Emperor,sir?"cried La Fosseuse,gazing at the officer's face with eager curiosity.

"PARBLEU!"said Genestas,"hundreds of times!""Oh!how I should like to know something about the army!""Perhaps we will come to take a cup of coffee with you to-morrow,and you shall hear 'something about the army,'dear child,"said Benassis,who laid his hand on her shoulder and kissed her brow."She is my daughter,you see!"he added,turning to the commandant;"there is something wanting in the day,somehow,when I have not kissed her forehead."La Fosseuse held Benassis'hand in a tight clasp as she murmured,"Oh!

you are very kind!"

They left the house;but she came after them to see them mount.She waited till Genestas was in the saddle,and then whispered in Benassis'ear,"Tell me who that gentleman is?""Aha!"said the doctor,putting a foot in the stirrup,"a husband for you,perhaps."She stood on the spot where they left her,absorbed in watching their progress down the steep path;and when they came past the end of the garden,they saw her already perched on a little heap of stones,so that she might still keep them in view and give them a last nod of farewell.

"There is something very unusual about that girl,sir,"Genestas said to the doctor when they had left the house far behind.

"There is,is there not?"he answered."Many a time I have said to myself that she will make a charming wife,but I can only love her as a sister or a daughter,and in no other way;my heart is dead.""Has she any relations?"asked Genestas."What did her father and mother do?""Oh,it is quite a long story,"answered Benassis."Neither her father nor mother nor any of her relations are living.Everything about her down to her name interested me.La Fosseuse was born here in the town.

Her father,a laborer from Saint Laurent du Pont,was nicknamed Le Fosseur,which is no doubt a contraction of fossoyeur,for the office of sexton had been in his family time out of mind.All the sad associations of the graveyard hang about the name.Here as in some other parts of France,there is an old custom,dating from the times of the Latin civilization,in virtue of which a woman takes her husband's name,with the addition of a feminine termination,and this girl has been called La Fosseuse,after her father.

"The laborer had married the waiting-woman of some countess or other who owns an estate at a distance of a few leagues.It was a love-match.Here,as in all country districts,love is a very small element in a marriage.The peasant,as a rule,wants a wife who will bear him children,a housewife who will make good soup and take it out to him in the fields,who will spin and make his shirts and mend his clothes.

Such a thing had not happened for a long while in a district where a young man not unfrequently leaves his betrothed for another girl who is richer by three or four acres of land.The fate of Le Fosseur and his wife was scarcely happy enough to induce our Dauphinois to forsake their calculating habits and practical way of regarding things.La Fosseuse,who was a very pretty woman,died when her daughter was born,and her husband's grief for his loss was so great that he followed her within the year,leaving nothing in the world to this little one except an existence whose continuance was very doubtful--a mere feeble flicker of a life.A charitable neighbor took the care of the baby upon herself,and brought her up till she was nine years old.

Then the burden of supporting La Fosseuse became too heavy for the good woman;so at the time of year when travelers are passing along the roads,she sent her charge to beg for her living upon the highways.

"One day the little orphan asked for bread at the countess'chateau,and they kept the child for her mother's sake.She was to be waiting-maid some day to the daughter of the house,and was brought up to this end.Her young mistress was married five years later;but meanwhile the poor little thing was the victim of all the caprices of wealthy people,whose beneficence for the most part is not to be depended upon even while it lasts.They are generous by fits and starts--sometimes patrons,sometimes friends,sometimes masters,in this way they falsify the already false position of the poor children in whom they interest themselves,and trifle with the hearts,the lives,and futures of their protegees,whom they regard very lightly.

From the first La Fosseuse became almost a companion to the young heiress;she was taught to read and write,and her future mistress sometimes amused herself by giving her music lessons.She was treated sometimes as a lady's companion,sometimes as a waiting-maid,and in this way they made an incomplete being of her.She acquired a taste for luxury and for dress,together with manners ill-suited to her real position.She has been roughly schooled by misfortune since then,but the vague feeling that she is destined for a higher lot has not been effaced in her.

"A day came at last,however,a fateful day for the poor girl,when the young countess (who was married by this time)discovered La Fosseuse arrayed in one of her ball dresses,and dancing before a mirror.La Fosseuse was no longer anything but a waiting-maid,and the orphan girl,then sixteen years of age,was dismissed without pity.

Her idle ways plunged her once more into poverty;she wandered about begging by the roadside,and working at times as I have told you.

Sometimes she thought of drowning herself,sometimes also of giving herself to the first comer;she spent most of her time thinking dark thoughts,lying by the side of a wall in the sun,with her face buried in the grass,and passers-by would sometimes throw a few halfpence to her,simply because she asked them for nothing.One whole year she spent in a hospital at Annecy after heavy toil in the harvest field;she had only undertaken the work in the hope that it would kill her,and that so she might die.You should hear her herself when she speaks of her feelings and ideas during this time of her life;her simple confidences are often very curious.

"She came back to the little town at last,just about the time when Idecided to take up my abode in it.I wanted to understand the minds of the people beneath my rule;her character struck me,and I made a study of it;then when I became aware of her physical infirmities,Idetermined to watch over her.Perhaps in time she may grow accustomed to work with her needle,but,whatever happens,I have secured her future.""She is quite alone up there!"said Genestas.

"No.One of my herdswomen sleeps in the house,"the doctor answered.

"You did not see my farm buildings which lie behind the house.They are hidden by the pine-trees.Oh!she is quite safe.Moreover,there are no mauvais sujets here in the valley;if any come among us by any chance,I send them into the army,where they make excellent solders.""Poor girl!"said Genestas.

"Oh!the folk round about do not pity her at all,"said Benassis;"on the other hand,they think her very lucky;but there is this difference between her and the other women:God has given strength to them and weakness to her,and they do not see that."The moment that the two horsemen came out upon the road to Grenoble,Benassis stopped with an air of satisfaction;a different view had suddenly opened out before them;he foresaw its effect upon Genestas,and wished to enjoy his surprise.As far as the eye could see,two green walls sixty feet high rose above a road which was rounded like a garden path.The trees had not been cut or trimmed,each one preserved the magnificent palm-branch shape that makes the Lombard poplar one of the grandest of trees;there they stood,a natural monument which a man might well be proud of having reared.The shadow had already reached one side of the road,transforming it into a vast wall of black leaves,but the setting sun shone full upon the other side,which stood out in contrast,for the young leaves at the tips of every branch had been dyed a bright golden hue,and,as the breeze stirred through the waving curtain,it gleamed in the light.

"You must be very happy here!"cried Genestas."The sight of this must be all pleasure to you.""The love of Nature is the only love that does not deceive human hopes.There is no disappointment here,"said the doctor."Those poplars are ten years old;have you ever seen any that are better grown than these of mine?""God is great!"said the soldier,coming to a stand in the middle of the road,of which he saw neither beginning nor end.

"You do me good,"cried Benassis."It was a pleasure to hear you say over again what I have so often said in the midst of this avenue.

There is something holy about this place.Here,we are like two mere specks;and the feeling of our own littleness always brings us into the presence of God."They rode on slowly and in silence,listening to their horses'hoof-beats;the sound echoed along the green corridor as it might have done beneath the vaulted roof of a cathedral.

"How many things have a power to stir us which town-dwellers do not suspect,"said the doctor."Do you not notice the sweet scent given off by the gum of the poplar buds,and the resin of the larches?How delightful it is!""Listen!"exclaimed Genestas."Let us wait a moment."A distant sound of singing came to their ears.

"Is it a woman or a man,or is it a bird?"asked the commandant in a low voice."Is it the voice of this wonderful landscape?""It is something of all these things,"the doctor answered,as he dismounted and fastened his horse to a branch of a poplar tree.

He made a sign to the officer to follow his example and to come with him.They went slowly along a footpath between two hedges of blossoming hawthorn which filled the damp evening air with its delicate fragrance.The sun shone full into the pathway;the light and warmth were very perceptible after the shade thrown by the long wall of poplar trees;the still powerful rays poured a flood of red light over a cottage at the end of the stony track.The ridge of the cottage roof was usually a bright green with its overgrowth of mosses and house-leeks,and the thatch was brown as a chestnut shell,but just now it seemed to be powdered with a golden dust.The cottage itself was scarcely visible through the haze of light;the ruinous wall,the doorway and everything about it was radiant with a fleeting glory and a beauty due to chance,such as is sometimes seen for an instant in a human face,beneath the influence of a strong emotion that brings warmth and color into it.In a life under the open sky and among the fields,the transient and tender grace of such moments as these draws from us the wish of the apostle who said to Jesus Christ upon the mountain,"Let us build a tabernacle and dwell here."The wide landscape seemed at that moment to have found a voice whose purity,and sweetness equaled its own sweetness and purity,a voice as mournful as the dying light in the west--for a vague reminder of Death is divinely set in the heavens,and the sun above gives the same warning that is given here on earth by the flowers and the bright insects of the day.There is a tinge of sadness about the radiance of sunset,and the melody was sad.It was a song widely known in the days of yore,a ballad of love and sorrow that once had served to stir a national hatred of France for England.Beaumarchais,in a later day,had given it back its true poetry by adapting it for the French theatre and putting it into the mouth of a page,who pours out his heart to his stepmother.Just now it was simply the air that rose and fell.There were no words;the plaintive voice of the singer touched and thrilled the soul.

"It is the swan's song,"said Benassis."That voice does not sound twice in a century for human ears.Let us hurry;we must put a stop to the singing!The child is killing himself;it would be cruel to listen to him any longer.Be quiet,Jacques!Come,come,be quiet!"cried the doctor.

The music ceased.Genestas stood motionless and overcome with astonishment.A cloud had drifted across the sun,the landscape and the voice were both mute.Shadow,chillness,and silence had taken the place of the soft glory of the light,the warm breath of the breeze,and the child's singing.

"What makes you disobey me?"asked Benassis."I shall not bring you any more rice pudding nor snail broth!No more fresh dates and white bread for you!So you want to die and break your poor mother's heart,do you?"Genestas came into a little yard,which was sufficiently clean and tidily kept,and saw before him a lad of fifteen,who looked as delicate as a woman.His hair was fair but scanty,and the color in his face was so bright that it seemed hardly natural.He rose up slowly from the bench where he was sitting,beneath a thick bush of jessamine and some blossoming lilacs that were running riot,so that he was almost hidden among the leaves.

"You know very well,"said the doctor,"that I told you not to talk,not to expose yourself to the chilly evening air,and to go to bed as soon as the sun was set.What put it into your head to sing?""DAME!M.Benassis,it was so very warm out here,and it is so nice to feel warm!I am always cold.I felt so happy that without thinking Ibegan to try over Malbrouk s'en va-t-en guerre,just for fun,and then I began to listen to myself because my voice was something like the sound of the flute your shepherd plays.""Well,my poor Jacques,this must not happen again;do you hear?Let me have your hand,"and the doctor felt his pulse.

The boy's eyes had their usual sweet expression,but just now they shone with a feverish light.